by TJ Price
An excerpt from “The Collectors,” by Matt Bell.
No self without these ghosts.
No ghosts, without—
No. No ghosts, or rather:
No ghosts except in things.
They surround you, press closer, waiting for the rapidly approaching moment when you too will be just a thing, an object, a static entity slowly falling into decay.
Packrat. My maternal grandmother was what we called a “packrat,” when I was growing up—we never used the word “hoarder” to describe her until after she died. After a backyard picnic, she would direct my sister and I to gather up the used plastic utensils, to wash them at the sink before tucking them away in plastic containers. These containers themselves had once held pre-sliced deli meat, purchased at the grocery store, and had been used and reused until they went filmy like cataracts. She “saved everything,” we used to say. But that wasn’t the extent of it—she was also a collector. She would make pilgrimage to the McDonald’s on the Berlin Turnpike for the toys that came in the Happy Meals, yet would never be lucky enough to acquire the entire set of a particular run. To this day, I recall her bedroom, every nook and every cranny jammed full of boxes or bags, every drawer teeming with the luscious susurrus of plastic-wrapped plastic. “Someone might need it,” my grandmother protested thinly at any mention of her habits. “I’ll bring it to the church bazaar, or drop it off at the hospital.” Despite the fact that nobody would want any of it, she clung to it desperately. Despite the fact that she herself often forgot she had something, she wouldn’t let any of it go. It seemed to me that she was attracted more to the idea of having something rather than actually having it; drawn to the sheer mass of accumulation. She seemed to nurture it, constantly feeding it with more—I would see her duck into her room, which she kept locked and to which lock she wore on a thin piece of twine around her neck, clutching some plastic-wrapped souvenir that might have a second life. She seemed determined to throw away as little as possible, a habit which I respected and by which I felt a kind of awe. Mom always called it “junk.” Said, “your grandma’s a packrat.” I figured it had something to do with Depression-era mentality: save, save, save, for you don’t know where your next anything will come from, if it will come at all.
Instructions for My Funeral (I). On the hard drive of my computer, I have a document entitled “Instructions for My Funeral,” which addresses my husband. Read more »



For most of the last hundred years, ships sailed the globe without much thought to who ruled the sea. Governments agreed on organizations and protocols for getting along, capital flowed, scientists collaborated and manufacturers built supply chains stretching around the world. The international commons became so ordinary as to disappear from view. That didn’t happen by accident, and it isn’t guaranteed to continue.
In December of 2025, Miriam Sagan published a stunning merger of memoir and fantasy fiction,
Zahabia Khozema. Untitled I, 2023.


Lea Ypi’s first memoir, Free, began with a scene of her hugging a headless statue of Stalin in Durrës, Albania as a child. The image was effective in showing the young Ypi’s devotion to communism, which was important as the book dealt with her disorientation upon its fall and the realization that much of what she believed about her life had been a lie. Some readers, however, took issue with what they considered Ypi’s excessive use of artistic license: there was no statue of Stalin in Durrës, just a small bust with its head intact.
Just came back from a trip to China, my first in a decade and my first focused specifically on AI risk. Covering Beijing as well as Shanghai, conferences as well as university events, this was a highly illuminating trip from several perspectives. China has continued to develop extremely quickly since my last visit and has grown even more fascinatingly different from Western countries.
About thirty years ago my wife and I rented a car in London. The experience is seared into my memory forever. The steering wheel was on the wrong side of the car, and I was expected to drive on the wrong side of the road. It took all my concentration, but I was able to manage, more or less, until we came to a roundabout. I had never seen a roundabout before. Didn’t know what it was.
I was going to write about a recent study [1] on raccoons, where the adaptable little critters were given puzzle boxes to solve in order to access food rewards. On each box there were three small doors with their own distinct mechanisms, each requiring a different kind of manipulation to open. What made this study notable was that, unlike previous experiments where solved puzzles were locked out or removed to focus on new puzzles, the experimenters left the previously solved puzzles accessible to the raccoons in subsequent challenges. The raccoons were able to manipulate mechanisms that they had previously figured out, in addition to the new challenges, although they received no additional food rewards for their extra work. The upshot of the results is that the raccoons displayed an intrinsic motivation to mess around with latches, locks and doors, even when no obvious extrinsic reward was to be had. This will surprise nobody who has tried to prevent raccoons from getting into their property. There is a straightforward adaptationist explanation for this: if the animals find it psychologically rewarding to muck about with things for the fun of it, they are more likely to acquire new information and behaviours that could be useful later. Much like how the intrinsically rewarding experience of sex makes reproduction more likely.



