by Ethan Seavey

It’s my last day in Paris, and a liminal one. I have to leave for the airport by 14:00 to retrieve my suitcases from my friend.
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I intended to write several sentences before writing the climax of this short piece—that I wish France would say goodbye to me, that someone French would notice my absence—when a young man walked up to where I am sitting on the lawn. He wore brown sandals and a soccer uniform in bright orange and blue. His hair fell to his shoulders and he said:
« T’écrit ? »
“Sorry?” I responded.
“You are writing?”
“Yes.”
I glanced back down and finished my sentence, “…from my friend.”
He laughed softly.
“Sorry.”
He left. He walked down the lawn, and then across another.
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I suppose he was Paris coming to say goodbye. I reacted to him as I did to the city. I engaged lightly but held back; I didn’t know how to respond to his existence; I buried my head in my journal; I kept writing to end the conversation; I pretended that I was as important as any other expatriate writer in Paris; I wanted to appear lofty and crafty; I wanted to walk away with the city’s last muse, sitting in the dregs of their coffee cup.
When I wanted to be seen by Paris, I felt ignored. On my very last day I am noticed. He has altered my premature past. Read more »



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