by Samir Chopra
I often ‘pass for Pakistani.’ In my Brooklyn, New York City zip code 11218, once supposedly the most ethnically diverse in the US, assuming another subcontinental identity, and especially that of Pakistan’s, is not an insuperable task—for someone like me, of Indian origin. I speak highly colloquial ‘street-level’ Urdu and Hindustani fluently, but more importantly, given Pakistan’s linguistic and ethnic demography, Punjabi; and I am brown-skinned. I can converse comfortably and knowledgeably about the game of cricket, inquiring into how the Pakistani team did in their latest encounter against their perfidious opponents, India; I buy spices and condiments at local Pakistani grocery stores, asking for them by name with practiced ease; sometimes, like a clichéd subcontinental husband, I mock complain about having to cook the night’s meal and how I need just the right combination of magical spices to emulate the far superior cooking of my wife; my most frequent interlocutors, young and middle-aged men from the Pakistani Punjab, offer a sympathetic listening ear and obligingly laugh at my jokes; I order food in Pakistani restaurants like a seasoned gourmand, entirely willing and able to consume those preparations that include beef in their list of ingredients; I do not shrink back in telltale Indian (read: Hindu) distaste when told that a curry contains beef. I could, with some narrative sleight of hand, even claim I am ‘from Pakistan’; after all, my father’s side of the family hails from a little village–now a middling town–called Dilawar Cheema, now placed, thanks to the vagaries of history and colonialism and nationalism, in Pakistan, in Gujranwala District, Tehsil Wazirabad, in the former West Punjab. Migrants and refugees and their children always have multiple identities; I’m American, but I’m also Indian. That latter identity, as I noted above, helps me, superficially at least, ‘pass for Pakistani’—an identity of much interest and curiosity to not just Indians, but Pakistanis themselves.
Of course, not all brown folk are alike, for I, given my linguistic capacities, and perhaps even my ‘appearance,’ cannot pass for Bangladeshi. I do not ‘look like’ a Bengali, even though most Americans might not be able, or willing, to tell us apart. But then, truth be told, I have little interest in passing for Bangladeshi. As a person of Indian origin, history, geo-politics, and culture often make it the case that—justified or not—Pakistan suggests itself as being of far more immediate interest to me; my ethnic identity makes it so that if I had any aspirations to ‘filling it out’ the Pakistani Punjab, as much as the Indian one, is where I would look. (Thanks to the ethno-cultural differences between Bengalis and Punjabis, my interactions with Bangladeshis are marked by a distance I find forbidding, even though as someone who grew up in one of India’s largest cities, I made many Bengali friends.) As residents of the subcontinent well know, a Punjabi Hindu and a Pakistani Muslim Punjabi have far more in common with each other than they do with a Keralite Muslim or a Gujarati Hindu.
