Monday Poem

History before a beginningis the end of a previous beginning history’s a tangled skeinnot a straight-laid thread it’s full of knots of strands of varied weightsand counter-weights of light and lead when teased apart we learnwho today has lost and who is winning who is floatingwho is falling who is free, or who is haulingsomeone…

Monday Poem

Invisible Disassembling the invisiblehas its own mathematics, different rules apply,the process has its special calculusbecause the unseen is huge and impudent,powerful and odd When we were dumb and ignorantthe spirit wind would startle us, would frighten us,shatter shelters, split the sky with light—unseen, but real, we named it God The invisible has popular cachet,being as…

Monday Poem

Again My father, at the kitchen table, in a rare expression of mystery,said, I think life is a cycleBut he was not a mystical man to me,nose to the grindstone he groundday after day, pressedby incessant work, boundto contingencieslike Sisyphus to his stonelinearly, but uphillin his black boots and sockshis blue shirt and pantscinched with…

Monday Poem

Future Self I imagine my inner workingwill be more playful then than now,less attention to survival paid,finally getting to the sparkling black hole of day,a moment of arrival: of at-once knowing andunknowing Tao. I was told by a monk who’d kept silence for yearsof when his inner dialog disappeared,when his chattering selves came to accordand…

Monday Poem

Dignity. …. I sit still in the garden…. falling away…. among Pat’s lilies falling too …. hummingbird…. tiny as a big bee…. red-head harvesting…. hovers, not falling, but…. falling too, around a star bud…. also falling at the fringe…. of a galaxy freefalling…. among what? …. hummingbird slingshots to hydrangea…. impossible wings against falling…. invisibly against falling…. determined as one oppressed…. not to fall, or to fall…. of her own choosing…. by her…

Monday Poem

First Love I’m fallingfor youfalling falling the ground’s given wayI’m tumbling sprawlingspace space —my mind my heart, my heartis in a parabolic arcin a plane devoid of gravity and time I float I floatI’m in a massless boatsailing sailing the truth of gravity is failingthe sadness of abrupt conclusions goneI’ve come apart, I’m flailingflailing up…

Monday Poem

“Faith is a fine invention…”…. ……… —Emily Dickinson, 56 Different Choice faith is a fine invention,a spade to shovel doubt awayand bury apprehension,keeping disbelief at bayit sidelines skepticism,confining incredulity to a boxit becomes a soothing salveor cell with locks faith may boost the probabilityof inattention and final answersdiscounting anything that challenges its endsso that, faithfully,…

Monday Poem

Who's Urizen In William’s crisp mandala Urizen asymmetrically stoops Laying duality on the world, cleaving philosophers’ minds, inspiring theologians to settle scores, he undoes the unity of chaos splitting it to bits like chips to feed the dogs of wars Reaching down, this buff, man-like self curiously in his prime with old head coiffed white…

Monday Poem

Posterity: ………… all that follows every generation since Oldowan man chipped obsidian and flintto make a stone ax to lay open the skull of an adversaryfor food or turf, honing technique until at this end he’s chipped them into ICBMs the inner stuff of blind surgethe inclination of instinct down a slippery slope …………the popped…

Monday Poem

Tiny Megalomaniacs.being goodyou take responsibility for everythingand credit for nothing,otherwise you’re sliding downthe slippery slope at an accelerating clipuntil you’re taking credit for everythingand responsibility for zip just a short slip down that slopeyou’ve already sloughed goodnessmany times like snake skinfor the sake of some small gainsome little leverage, some edge, some inelbowing out some…