Poem by Jim Culleny

No Address

—in memory of B.D.

my oldest friend has left us

he now has no address or
his address is now not numbered
there’s no street to be remembered
there’s no place that I can place him
and, now ephemeral, I miss him

he was a bollard I could tie to
I could call him when I’d want to,
I could talk with him of childhood and
the changes we had gone through
(how that world seemed less in torment)
and though we knew our days were numbered
we could go there in a phone call but,
palpable as past was, when we
laughed about our dreaming we
could riff on time still streaming
in the moments we were living, we
could pick up where we’d left off
the last time we were speaking as if
years had lost their meaning,
as if nothing other mattered as we
swapped our thoughts while breathing
—we had no reason to be grieving

by Jim Culleny
6/23/16